Now

We’ve been together a while now, but every moment still feels new, exciting, just like we only met yesterday. If I close my eyes, and keep very still, I can feel Lucy’s breath on the nape of my neck. Her scent still engages and stimulates every one of my senses, my mind responds by sending euphoric and pleasurable memories to my body.

I get horny.
I get wet.

The warm wind in my face still smells of Boston, my loose pale blue blouse does not stop the soft caress of air, on my bare skin. I’m wearing no bra, the fluttering thin cloth rubs against my nipples making then stand erect like twin dark peaks promising exotic Asian mysteries. All of these sensations and memories carry me back to a time, not so long ago, one minute I was online and alone, and the next, I’ve found my soul mate.

I’m sitting on a lawn in Sydney, having nowhere else to go. The trees and green grass, the dark blue skies have drawn me out to this park.

In my mind, I’m sitting beside Lucy, far away from all earthly responsibilities. We float in our Astral forms on our own special Astral plane. I am so happy, sitting here, my loneliness has vanished, as I watch the birds soar and the Kookaburras cry overhead. Evening is just arriving and stars begin to twinkle high above. The Southern Cross is visible on the horizon.

The day noise has died down and the park is emptying of people. We are now alone, a twin citadel of love, assailed all around by things and events, trying to bring us down. This is our place, where we are safe, where we have each other’s back. It all feels so right.

Slowly, as the evening wears on, couples disappeared, the dog walkers go. Young lovers appear, we shake our heads and smile. We do not envy their youth and heartaches, which we have both gone through, and yet manage to survive. They would not know it for many years, if ever. Lucy and I are our own masters, captains of our fate and destiny .

Tears form in my eyes and I silently sob… these are tears of joy. Thankful, for my soul mate, my precious lover, thanking the fates and destinies for bringing us together, thanking Lilith for blessing us, sowing our seeds of love and tending to it, making sure we grow stronger everyday..

I sit there, tears, drying on my face, as I rest my head on Lucy’s shoulder and smile.